..... but without work I cant become a O.O
Did you post a free ad on the classified section here on EO?
Have you read through posts to see if anyone might be seeking a driver or co-driver?
There is always the possibility of getting a driving job of some kind with any number of different types of companies until you can save up for a down payment on a vehicle so you can become an OO... or even to gain experience until finding an owner to take you on. The work doesn't have to be as a self employed expedite driver driving for an owner to put money in the bank and gain experience.