Happy Halloween, well kind of. Halloween has never been the same for me since this marks the 7th year anniversary of my Dad's death, I could not forget this day if I tried.
On to better news, after a 5 day plateau of weight, I finally broke through at this morning’s weigh in. 41 pounds now lost, with 9 pounds left to first target. This is now the lowest weight I have been since December 2011. Even I have to admit that the last 10 pounds literally melted off very easy. I contribute this to calorie control, increased activity, better food choices, and my new friend on the road and home Subway.
Now that I have lost 41 pounds, I'm a little more at ease at revealing some numbers and info. When I started this journey back in June, I peaked at an embarrassing 270 pounds. At 6'3 I could hide that fact, at least in my mind, to some degree with baggy clothes. But that was just a poor illusion. Now at 229 pounds, I have dropped out of the BMI obese category and now listed as overweight.
What was the final straw? One of the most embarrassing and disappointing days of my life. Back in early June I took my 6 yr old daughter and my ex to a local carnival. Since my ex was not feeling well, I was the primary rider with my daughter. I was refused entry on several rides due to my weight, and actually had to leave a ride with, the walk of shame, because they could not lock the safety harness around my gut. This ride was particularly a crushing moment. It took a lot of convincing to my daughter for her to get up the nerve to go on the ride. When we walked off the ride before it started, my ex asked my daughter, "what happened, did you change your mind?", my daughter looked up disappointingly and said, "No, it was Daddy". I'm still trying to remove the knife from my heart over that moment, but vowed it would never happen again.
With 9 pounds left to go towards my original 50 pound 1st target, I indicated in my first post that I would reevaluate going for my idea weight range at that time. I now know that 9 more pounds will not put me where I want to be, and will be shooting at getting me below 200 pounds. This 2nd target will be about half way to my idea weight range and I will be in uncharted waters, as I do not know the last time I was under 200 pounds, but it’s been a very very long time.