Yesterday a.m. I picked up my first load EVER after sitting 5 days....It was, to say the least, a disaster. I got to my location of pickup the load was to big to fit in my van, orders say "do not stack" so I call to find out what to do, an hour and a half passes before someone calls back to say "Just stack it". So they break it down and stack it and I am off. I knew that I would not have enough fuel (or money) to go the distance but my concerns were subsided with " oh don't worry about that, just call in for an advance and we will get that right to you on your card"....NOPE!! I was at the truck stop with a card that didn't work from 4pm until 12 am! Finally get back on the road and it starts POURING rain, It was so bad that I had to "feel" myself of the next exit. I thought to myself "is God trying to tell me something?" This morning at 7 I was load free.... I wanted to quit yesterday but I am going to stick it out and hopefully it will get better from here on out, or maybe I am just not cut out for this, Only time will tell.